Discussion is not about winning or lose. Well, so far, I can tell that sometime it is about winning or lose. Or maybe it wasn’t a discussion and was more into fighting. OMFG, I can’t just stop blaming myself. And I blame myself for thinking about blaming myself since it means I don’t think positively.

I hate it when my mind is twisted. Fighting with your own mind recursively is quite tiresome.

Some people says, I tend to run. Running is a guilt because what you suppose to do is stand up and fight, even if all you’ll got is being blamed. And this kind of thought is wrong because you should let people know why you run. And when they’ve got your explanation, you are still guilty for running away. And when you stand up and tell what your position and opinion are, you’re wrong again for it doesn’t suits their requirement.

You you know that you’ll ended up all wrong. So you run, and that’s a wrong choice. So you then trying to stop running, but it’s still wrong for it’s not yet satisfying.

And all these shits I’ve just wrote is f***ing wrong because of misjudgement. And then I’m wrong for thinking it only from my point of view. But I just can’t stop feeling guilty from keeping a negative thought of what I’ll get be getting from the other side is: wrong.

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