Hikari
It’s been like two days or so I wanna use that tittle. Hikari (sang by Utada Hikaru), a song which lyric has reduce some of the doubt I have, wiping out my fear and added more bravery into me.
It’s pretty amazing, some few minutes of what-so-called-unpleasant talk can wipe all the nice thing I’ve felt.
These few minutes has been a pretty emotional moment for me. Sheesh, .. I don’t know how to spell this thing out ..
I’m sure this is a pretty rough situation for someone out there. Believe me, it has never been easy for me either. I’m born with these personality I hard to tell, hard to make other understand. At somepoint, I just too tired to tell it again and again. At somepoint I just don’t care what people would say. too bad, as well, there are some points I cannot do that. That’s the point where I’ll be confused.
I’m a person with a low rate progress. I dislike promises, so I tend not to make any which will lead to less credit or trust for me. Well, I don’t value those stuff much either, so it’s been not a problem for me.
Everything goes out of control and turn me mad whenever there’s a need for me to make promises. Would you make the promise you don’t dare to guarantee (other than with your good will)? How would you make a promise which timeframe is unmeasurable? Well, you can have a rough guess of the timeframe or even make a new timeframe out of the blue. But will you be able to promise those kinda of thing?
I myself tend to make promises only when I have a lot confindence of capable fulfilling it. This kinda of behaviour frequently prevented me from bidding a wider range of freelance project. Whenever I want to bid, I will do some research and then make a decision: I can or I can’t do it. I never want to put myself into the risk of unable to complete the project. I would say “I can” if only at least I know how to finish the project. An internal PoC is very useful in this matter.
I don’t have any more to say .. my tears has stop several minutes a go. I already feel better rite now .. But still, I won’t make any promise before I know I can do it .. That won’t change in any time sooner and please don’t bother trying to change it ..
PS:
I delete my cellphone inbox today, and inbox is a big deal for me if only you haven’t know that.
My will be new room
Yep, I’ll be moving into my new room this new year :). I hope it will be great and hopefully can change me into a better and productive person. Amen. 
Thanks to my new neighbour for my new room.
Free Live Concert Ticket
If you were eligible for two live concert tickets, what would you want it to be?
I would definitely go for Slipknot and Utada Hikaru .. and Ayumi Hamasaki (I made the question, I can have three :p).
Why Slipknot? Well, I’m curious how is it like to be struck by such enourmous energy generated from Slipknot concert. I wonder how fast can my heart beats? Pumping my adrenalin and let the beast break free from its cage.
And, why Hikki and Ayumi? Nothing special, I just love many of their songs :).
Okay, this is what we call “garing”.
Friendster DIV Fcuk
Look at the picture. Red box represent block level element, DIV element to be exact. I don’t know why I just can’t resist from pulling out my own hair when trying to customize its CSS. You tell me…
AARRRGGHHH!!
Saturated Loneliness
Beware, that tittle above is misleading. It’s a phrase from Tearjerker song of KoRn. It’s not very misleading though, there’s a bit of loneliness in me (miss u hon).
So, do I have anything else beside those saturated loneliness? You bet I do. I have koda Kumi - Cutey Honey from youtube.com, and themost essential thing, I’ve just finished (call this half baked) my toy. I’ve been playing with it for about two-or four days. You can track it by paying attention to any javascript related ranting in my blog lately.
So, what it is anyway? Actually it’s a Todo List management stuff. A simple one. I implemented it fully on client side. Data are stored within cookie. So far, all we have is add and delete feature. Colorful todo item based on priority. Todos are separated into “done” and “yet done” section. Done todos are shifted down so user can stay focusing on current todos. Clicking on the checkbox will toggle todo-done status, and will automagically place particular todo item into appropriate place.
Okay, have you get the URL? Here you go: http://dev.neofreko.com/?app=todo&page=Todo
The stars above my head
If only you can see the stars above my head, the lights are gloomy, the pattern is hard to tell. It reflects a shattered mind, questions, and maybe a lil bit of anger.
When every simple things became no longer anymore simple, when an answer is no longer satisfying. Those feelings of being inferior, ignored, neglected, never have the better or insightful thought, never been able to make people on the other side of the river to turn their head on you.
I feel hopeless, pretty much frustrated. When will I make myself up to the standard. Why is it always me standing alone below the treshold flag? I’m not yet up to the standard, so I can not question, neither, I can not answer ..
– Someone, some thought, in the middle of the silent night, under unrecognized stars
Silly mistake
Remember that javascript problem I was bit***ng about yesterday? I got an enlightment after visiting this page. Actually I was searching for a clone object function. I almost use the code there, but I stumbled upon the “bob and alice question”. If I do bob = alice, what will alice print as message? It’s bob’s message. Holy shit, would have it been a variable reference mess?
Ho ho ho, it was indeed. I was doing this in my code:
obj.metadata.todo_str = this.mTodo[idx][0]; // adds metadata
obj.metadata.todo_priority = this.mTodo[idx][1]; // adds metadata
obj.metadata.todo_done = this.mTodo[idx][2]; // adds metadata
obj.metadata.just_created = true;
obj.metadata.idx = idx;
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H&MC: Style MV
Yeah, this time the video really rocks. it’s very difenret from what I see in Ichirin No Hana MV. The video is more like a rock video (dark, head banging dance :D), the rap is amazing (I just fell in love to his voice), and the guitar bites hard .. just listen to the the last 1/3 part of the MV .. yeah, H&MC rocks!!
PS:
Download Accelerator Lite sucks! It doesn’t sanitize filename and get choked at the end when building teh downloaded segments. Gelooooo!!!!!! I’ve been waiting for 10Mb and innocently it just burb and walks away .. without even leaving the temp file handy .. Gelooooo!!!!!
Shinigami
If only you love Bleach, you’ll find this cosplays very attarctive. Best performance goes to Hitsugaya I geuss. his white spiky hair, white eyebrow and clothing (I don’t know how I should call that man outfit) is just simply the best of all, even from Ichigo.
Related cosplay picture:
- Anime Weekend Atlanta 2002
- Western Aeris
- Athrun Zala from Gundam Seed Destiny
- Inuyasha and friends
- Van Juunana Sword. I don’t know this one, but her sword is indeed cool. Better than the lightsabre?
Performancing.com: Firefox Extension Blogging
WordPress and the Performancing Extension | Performancing.com
Better than Flock? Well, with categorization, it does better than Flock. But this is not the final remark. I always have some issues with smart ass editor messing up with the HTML code. Let’s check what this baby can do.
function Metadata() {
this.foo = 'metadata';
}
function Employee () {
this.name = "";
this.dept = "general";
}
Employee.prototype = new Metadata;
function Manager () {
this.reports = [];
}
Manager.prototype = new Employee;
Ah, not bad afterall. We even have live preview tab here, right beside HTML view. Well, it doesn’t do an actual live preview on my blog though :D.
More feature. Sidebar on the right side, contains: blog listing (if we have more than one blog account), blog category (tags), history (recent post on current blog), and notes. This extension also have technorati tag option (to be included automatically). Ah, ic, Notes feature is intended for holding somekinda draft.
Okay, last thing, a screenshot!!
Technorati Tags: wordpress, firefox, blog, extension
Update:
The code was horibbly escaped (some part of it), eventhough I was pasting into the HTML mode. Gotta submit this to the author.
